I will also be forgetting.
I will forget with everything in me, as hard and strongly as I can. I will forget that days like 9/11/01 happen. I will forget that it could happen again.
I must forget. Because if I remember, if I dwell, I will lose it. If I focus on the fact that, were another day like that day to come, were it to happen again, my Love would be involved. The one who promised me forever might meet his "ever". That slays me.
So remember, if you can. Forget, if you must. But feel, whatever you do.
Crying jags are my thing,